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The flowers still the same, even the air smells the same, almost a year already.
I thought it wouldn't be easy...it isn't...and sometimes I do think we lost so many moments, so many seasons.
I never imagine that your pass in my life would've be that short, your voice, your touch, are just in my memory now.
A person, a soul...where did all that go?...Is not how many things you did in my life, is how important did I made all of them. Is how much I remember, how much do I wont forget, is that breeze, if it talks to me, if it doesn't speak.
Can you blame me for remember you right now? is it wrong? You were that sweet flavor in the medicine, that incredible resplendence when a strong lightening fell.
What I'm gonna do now when I wanna hug you, want to smell you, can't understand that it's impossible to do. That body will not ever be seen again, that soul will not ever be mixed with mine again.
My stomach keep melting when I see your photos, I still have goosebumps just by remembering our talks, our calls. 365 days before now you still here, breathing this same air, so close, alive.
My little kid, you...so sweet...my adrenaline...my fill...I smile now, just the good moments are crossing my mind...just the nice ones...not even a second is missed, not even a tear, a kiss.
I'll say to the wind, fly away, find him there, where nobody returns from, where there is no other exit than reborn; tell him I still waiting for him, I still crying.