So deep inside

yeah...so far from here...empty without a reason...I wonder what makes me this way...
Don't u see that I don't love u.?..don't u see that u r loosing me.?..don't u see that I'm afraid.?..u don't see that I'm lying...
Soft I felt, excited, and secure that my whims will come true...always so selfish...ruin my happiness.
No...don't chase me...let me go and I'll be back...blowing strong...I'll come again.
Live ur life , don't think on me, change, renew urself, dismissed me...I'll look for u...but don't wait for me.
I sit...and I rest...waiting for what I never gonna get...for what will make me cry...for what someday will make me change...I hope see the star in the morning.
I change u for my loneliness and ur pain, u will change me for my doubts and ur happiness...who lose? who win?...damn society.
Yeah...that's my reason...immaturity. I will love u, believe me...but now I can't.

Ready or not...I'll let me fall...hoping that before I touched the floor...I can fly, change, love...