4.nov

When is time to say "enough"? enough trying, enough dreams, enough fail.
You can crave for something, keep thinking all day long about how happy would you be if you get it...what about if you are not made for it?
Look in to your soul, let you see if that's what you are, not just what you wish.
They say there's nothing impossible, that you can achieve everything you want. Do they say what to do when you are just beaten?...persistence...I'm sure you hit a wall some day.
You start asking yourself if you aren't just wasting your time.Realize that what you think you are good for it's not enough, it just doesn't worth it, all the time you put in it...the hopes...gone.
Deep inside you don't wanna give up, no one does...but I really want to know if I have to keep trying.
It hurts being defeated, it's like killing a little part of your own trust.
Then you feel better and want to try again, hoping to not hurt yourself, maybe expecting the worst that can happen, just to not disappoint yourself again. Please not again.